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From the best boyfriend <3

Happy two months baby! Thanks for the lovely gifts. I know things haven’t been going too well lately and I’m sorry about that. You should already know that we talk it out and overcome those little problems we have even if we’re both stubborn. You’re always trying to keep me happy and changing the little things you do that bothers me when you shouldn’t have to. You would take every chance you get to see me whenever I could even if it was just an hour. You give me everything I ask for and more. I can’t ask for a better boyfriend. The most wonderful, caring, & loving guy I’ve ever met. 

You never failed to make me feel better and you were always willing to try.. I guess tonight is the first time this happened. It sucks depending on you so much.

I wish I can ‘sleep things off’ but I can’t even sleep when we get into an argument and go to bed mad at one another. When I finally fall asleep, I would wake up the next day feeling like how I was before. It’s amazing how you can affect my mood so much, good and bad.

Tonight is just one of those nights..

Maybe it was wrong for me to bring up what was bothering me. Maybe it was wrong for wanting to know more about your day and what not since I tell you every little detail about mine. Maybe it was wrong for actually caring about these little things in our relationship. Maybe it’s just wrong to be feeling this attached to you. 

I wanna be that girl.

baaaby-jaay:

The girl you can’t stop thinking about all the time. The only girl you ever want to talk to. The girl you talk to your friends about. The girl you introduce to your family. The girl you dream about growing old with and having a family with. The girl that can actually put a real smile on your face and who makes you laugh until you cry. The girl you can be your complete self around. The girl you love to death and would do anything for. I want to be that girl.

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I miss those days where you would wake up early to call me before school and talk to me for a bit. And those days where you would call me after school just to tell me how much you miss and love me.. Now you’re always busy doing something else or you’re just not paying attention to your phone.. Are you losing feelings or something?.

Why does it seem so easy for you to ignore me and it’s so hard for me to try and do the same? Maybe because I’m always looking forward to talking to you even when I’m in a bad mood. When my days aren’t going well, I turn to you. When something is wrong and bothering me, I turn to you. When I feel shitty and need someone to put that smile back on my face, I turn to you. When I need that shoulder to lean on, I turn to you. I turn to you because I know you’re going to help me through anything. I feel so useless knowing the fact that I can’t do the same for you.